Thank you so much for visiting ‘me’ here. I wanted to create this blog for several reasons. One is that I am a woman who is on a raw food journey, recovering from considerable food addiction, namely sugar, and this blog is my place to share about that and keep me accountable. Another reason is that when I first started eating raw foods, I looked to other blogs and forums to help give me inspiration, confidence, and courage to propel me forward. I hope that this blog does that for someone else. Finally, I am excited to share with you about how I feed my son, Jonathan. If you are a parent who is choosing to feed your child “off the beaten path”, shall we say, then please visit often and we’ll take this walk together!
Here’s a little bit about me to get us started:
I am 38 years old, but not for much longer.
I am married to John, and we have Jonathan, who is 3 1/2 years old. We are blessed to live in southern Oregon on property where we can grow our own fruits and vegetables organically. I work in healthcare as an occupational therapist. I’ve been doing that for 12 years, and I really love it. John and I are also creating a business around our passion for raw foods, namely green smoothies. We hope to one day open a raw food cafe somewhere. I’m a lover of nature, backpacking, rafting, hiking, camping, art, scrapbooking, eating, singing, writing music, playing guitar, dancing, lounging, movies, laughing, community, bonfires, learning…
So, let’s get right to it! I’ve been incorporating raw foods into my life since January 2005. I’ve been anywhere from 10% to 100% raw on any given day. I’ve been inconsistent with my nutrition, mainly because of sugar addiction, which I have had a really hard time letting go of. It’s true what you read about eating raw and eventually all of those cravings are reduced or completely obliterated. Once I was 3 months 100% raw and I had absolutely NO physical/chemical cravings for anything. However, emotionally, I was wanting to eat “normal”. After those 3 months, I looked and felt fabulous, and I truly thought that I could handle eating some SAD (standard American diet) faire. I thought that some brownies would be okay for me because I was over it, right? Well, no. That infamous brownie binge sent me spiralling downward into even more severe addiction and obsession with food. I have been struggling to get my footing ever since! I’ve been raw off and on in fits and spurts for several years now.
Why raw if it’s such a struggle, you might ask? Well, I feel incredible when I eat only living foods. And I haven’t even scratched the surface of that yet. I like who I am when I am rising above my cooked food addictions and nourishing my body/mind/spirit with sun energy! I love the example to my son when I am shovelling freshly picked greens from my garden into my grateful mouth. I feel lighter, happier, more patient, more calm, pretty.
Some of the struggle is physical, as I cleanse and detoxify. But most of it is emotional for me. I am working on overcoming a lot of imprinting and issues around food. That process will be shared here with you as it is revealed to me.
You want to know what I ate today? I’m going to try and remember it all and share this with you every day. By the way, I don’t really eat set meals at a set time. I’m working on being more in tune with my body’s needs and eating when I am truly hungry, not just bored. So, this is just a list of what I’ve had today, not in order.
- 2 1/2 peaches
- 6 square inch raw jalapeno crackers with garbanzo/brazil nut hummus, and cucumber slice
- dollop cashew/cauliflower smash
- full plate of mustard greens and arugula
- tahini dressing
- 5 cacao “Bliss Balls” (nuts, coconut, agave, cacao)
- couple of slices of roma tomato
- cup of coconut milk (fresh young thai coconut meat blended with the coconut water)
- 2 big kale chips (dehydrated kale leaves with cashew/red pepper “cheese”)
Please share with me your thoughts. How do you feel about what you ate today?
Blessings to you on your journey,
Shawna